heart.
:D!
Hello.
patty tan is my name.
:D!
i lub sleeping!
1906187 give me presents! oh yes!
yadah yadah yadah!
yadah yadah yadah!
yadah yadah yadah!
yadah yadah yadah!
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
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1:30:00 AM
Thursday, August 20, 2009
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2:06:00 AM
its not luck.
its plain hard work.
now i finally see some results with my hardwork.
so i shall emphasize again.
its not luck at all.
i spend millions of minutes and seconds cracking my brain. cracking my head.
but in the end.
its always not recognise.
why?
i duno.
oh well.
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
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5:01:00 PM
things changed.
humans changed.
environment changed.
everything changed.
and here i am sitting here all alone.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
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10:21:00 AM
why everyone is like that!
WHY!!!!
can all of you listen to me when I talk!
chicken.
i had enough.
and.
I AM NOT INVISIBLE ALTHOUGH I KNOW I AM NOT IMPORTANT/SIGNIFICANT!
damn!!!!!
Friday, June 12, 2009
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1:28:00 AM
sometimes in life
as much as you want something,
its never meant to be.
go on.
get on.
move on.
carry on.
RAWR!
anyway, wondering what phone to get.
YESS. im finally changing my almost 3 years old phone. hoho!
alot of people has been laughing @ my so retro phone. :( ANGRY!
thinking to get N97/HTC Magic!
oh man! both prices are almost the same and not that cheap.
for singtel itwoplus plan..
N97 -- $498!
HTC Magic -- $468
$30 difference!!!
ROARS! but i so so so so so like the qwerty keyboard on N97! SO CUTEEEEE!!!!
but at the same time, im also thinking whether i should just get an average phone + itouch.
ahhhhhhh! its killing me.
i know i know!!!! i should wait for Iphone 3Gs.
but but but July 9 then launch in Singapore!
Then the price will be so duper chio.(expensive!.) + its warranty wont be on the date of my bday! boo hoo!
confuse.
somebody save meeeeee!
I DUN WAN TO BUY OMNIA!
NOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~
i hope i will not be forced to buy the now so cheap omnia ($198 for itwo plan! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!)
ohhhhh just kill me! O_O
Friday, May 29, 2009
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12:33:00 PM
WOOO!!!
love this new search engine!
www.wolframalpha.com
results with graph, diagram, stats! SHIOK!
MEANS doing research is so much easier now! *HAPPY*
Labels: technology
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
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10:22:00 AM

and i thought i was moving.
no.
opposite.
im not moving even a tiny single bit.
-_____________-
Labels: thoughts
Sunday, May 03, 2009
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1:58:00 AM
just bought a holga!
*grins*
shall make full use of it during the hols!
WEE HEEE!!! xP
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nothing is going to change the way you are now.
let it be let it be~
Labels: random
Saturday, April 18, 2009
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10:13:00 AM
wee!
school is ending!
*GRINS*
this also marks the end of my year 2! HOHO!
I CANT BELIEVE IT!
i somehow survived 2 years...!!
1 more year to go! GAMBATE! :D
so happy at all! :D :D :D :D
ohh... gerald so cute! :D
Friday, March 27, 2009
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1:51:00 AM
what you perceive up in your head, is what you get will get in reality.
you tried.
face the reality.
stop dreaming about it.
its the end.
say goodbye.
WAKE UP FROM YOUR DREAMS PATTYYYYY!
roars!
"Final Goodbye"
[Verse 1]
I never should of waited so long to say
What I've always known since the very first day
Thought that you would stay forever with me
But the time has come to leave
[Chorus]
Before we turn out the lights and close our eyes
I'll tell you a secret I've held all my life
Its you that I live for, and for you I die
So I'll Lay here with you 'til the final goodbye
[Verse 2]
Hold, draw me close, close to my lips
Listen intently as I tell you this
Outside the world wages its wars,
I'll rest in peace as long as you know
[Chorus]
Before we turn out the lights and close our eyes
I'll tell you a secret I've held all my life
Its you that I live for, and for you I die
So I'll Lay here with you 'til the final goodbye
[Bridge]
Promise you our love will carry on
Until you turn eternal, we belong
[Chorus:]
Before we turn out the lights and close our eyes
I'll tell you a secret I've held all my life
It's you that I live for, and for you I die
So I'll lay here with you till the final goodbye
His respectful lips for the last time
And spell out the lyrics to love in the sky
Its you that I live for and for you I die
So I'll lay here with you till the final goodbye
Goodbye
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Thursday, March 19, 2009
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8:31:00 PM
ohhhhhhhhhhhhh! its not fated.
Labels: random
Monday, March 09, 2009
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12:59:00 AM
so interesting.
suddenly my laptop speaker so loud. lol!
like the title, its a boring silent night!
im kind of bored to pet society.
i cant find my korean show. 每当夜晚! :(
爱就宅一起 only shows only saturday :(
NO SHOWS TO WATCH ON TV! :(
*bangs head*
need to take special sem this june. :(
else only can go commencement in 2011!!! NOOOoo!
not staying in hall next sem. :(
no money. boo hoo!
now i starting to wonder... how would life be without hall when there is super long break.
MUG IN THE LIBRARY?!
SLEEP IN THE LIBRARY?!
SHOP AT VIVO?!
DAYDREAM IN COM1?!
most importantly... ALL BY MYSELF.
no friends. :( :(
oh nooooo. i cant imagine it! >.<
ahh well.
hopes everything goes well.
NOOOOOOO! I WAN TO STAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! but.
no money. no money. no money. boo hoo. life suck. school suck. (noooooo!)
no pts.
no this no that.
I NEED THE MONEY!
GIVE ME THE MONEY!
ahhh. i hate money!
sian.
good night!

Labels: night, random, thoughts
Friday, February 27, 2009
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11:12:00 AM
imagine yourself waking up at 9am...
so you happily jump into the kitchen knowing that there IS still SARA LEE butter pound cake left in the fridge...THEN...
WHEN YOU OPEN,
TA DAH!
NO SARA LEE CAKE!
*RAWRSSSSSSS*
most angry thing was THERE IS NO FOOD FOR BREAKFAST!
what would you do if you were me?!?! SCREAM RIGHT!
rawrs! okay. maybe im the only one. LOL!
wanted to go MCD to buy mcgriddles. but i got lazy so in the end......i jump into the kitchen again...
i search the fridge for some traces of bread. search here search there. and there is only milk. *PULLS HAIR* so.. i got kind of angry and i MSN my brother who is offline this...
"ewwwwwwwwwww. u finish the cake!!!!!!!!!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~"
and and i proceed on to call my mum to ask her to remember to buy a loaf of bread when she comes back and most importantly, complain to her THERE IS NO FOOD AT HOME! she ask me to eat the hokkien mee in the fridge... BUT!!!!!! early morning eat what hokkien mee! RAWRRRRS!
so i put down the phone. continue to jump in the kitchen! wanted to finish all the food my brother had bought! but on second thought, why should i do this?!! it will only makes me fat. roars! so...i went to fried the left over fried rice to eat -___________________-
oh well.
end of my morning!
watched the first episode of captain's planet on
Mother Nature Network ! cooooool!

Earth! Fire! Wind! Water! Heart!
let our powers combine... CAPTAIN PlANEEEEEEEEEET!
hohoho!
okay.
im suspose to be studying. i shall try to study. -_-
bye!
Monday, February 23, 2009
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4:58:00 PM
was browsing around random blogs and at the same time playing pet society.(YES! my new addiction. sorry abit wols =/)
i started to wonder and think of many stuffs.
and here came the what ifs.
so many what ifs.
but i know i shouldnt look back.
there is no what ifs.
there is only today and tomorrow.
IM NOT EMOING. :D
i think im not like the past anymore.
in the past. i use to know new songs. new singers. new gadget. new movies. new stuff. newest stuff i will know.
but now??! what happen to me?!?!!?!
i know none.
i seems to have distant from my past self.
whats happening to me.
i duno.
there seems to be a struggle inside me.
the struggle to lead a brainless life and a to kpo about everything under the sun.
i seems to have lost the momentum. the motivation. the fire. the passion to do things i fancy.
WHAT HAD HAPPEN. rawr. irritating.
here i am.
searching for the soul that i have lost.
maybe school has forced it to leave.
nah. i shouldnt blame it on school AGAIN.
i should love school.
*chants... i love school i love school i love school. oh well. im helpless.
but i still think school steal alot of my time away.
it steal my leisure time.
steal my sleep time.
steal my so many dozens millions of minutes and seconds of my time.
school makes me dumb.
yes yes.
it really makes me dumb.
dumb dumb dumb.
dumber than before.
roars.
okay.
back to pet society.
Saturday, February 21, 2009
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11:16:00 PM
oh man....
been procrastinating.
nooooooooooo! I NEED TO MUG!
really! 3 mid terms after recess week. oh man!
HELP!
-_-
STUDY PATTY STUDY!!!!
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and i thought there will be some kind of hope.
im wrong.
i should have the courage to.
but. i cant find any.
oh well.
and here i am in this little corner of mine again.